THE CRAPPER SPEAKS
Thursday, August 10, 2006
****DISCLAIMER: This post is all about my discontentment****
Insomnia. I know I need to recharge my batteries but. Aiya. How to say.
RP Ministry:
Timothy, Sharon, Jovin, Windez, Jason (drummer), Jason (e. guitarist), Jerrome, Wei Jian, Avril, Yan Xiang, Heng Yu, Elaine, Ming Li, Krystal, Martin, Dao, Jeremy.
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The names keep on flowing through my head. The lives that's changed. And I wonder if I'm giving enough thanks. If so, I should see fruits naturally coming in right? I'm so scared, God. Afraid of every single small thing that steals a bit of us as it comes by. But I want to grow RP, by Your Grace? Take my hand? Can...?
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I guess everyone's gone through a period of spiritual dryness before, but this is the opposite. It's an over-intense flooding of burden and desire. I can't say I stand in awe as much as I am
paralysed by awe. Well then, blow me away, my dear God.
I don't want to sleep in peace so much as I want to sleep in victory.
Psychedelic;
10:33 AM
