THE CRAPPER SPEAKS
Sunday, August 06, 2006
I was looking around My Received Files for a song Yan Xiang sent me and I saw this picture. It kind of prompted a response... One of the rare moments I'd upload an unglam pic of myself. Then again, I don't have (m)any glam pics of myself...

Okay so I don't look too good in that picture. Who cares anyway? LOL. I posed that way for fun. Anyway, point being;
When we look at our past pictures, do we see anything changed? This picture was taken on the 6/6/06 so yeah, it's a couple of months back. And I'm not talking about physical change. The sparkle in our eyes, the confidence (in God) in our gait, the liveliness we had; a stark contrast to the world's "emo-ness". Where is it all now? Just last Saturday, I became painfully aware that though, yes, RP's still right in front, initiating to come down to the from row, we aren't jumping as much as before. I don't mean the physical act of jumping, but every seems more, how do you call it... lethargic? And that was when I told myself, I'm not going to stop jumping. I'll be the minority, because it's worth it. I pray that I not only jump for joy in service, but I make a difference on field. I can do it de. Pray for me and RP kays? *ESPECIALLY THE RP KIAS AH!*
P.S. Stop staring at my face, I know it looks retarded.
P.P.S. I said stop it.
P.P.P.S Okay go ahead staring, I give up.
Do YOU #1 want to BE a world changer? Or do #2 you want to SEE world changers? If your going to choose #1, you've made the right choice, welcome to the club of "Somebody". If you've chosen #2, it's just not good enough y'know, you're still in the sea of "everybody".
Psychedelic;
10:53 AM