THE CRAPPER SPEAKS
Sunday, July 09, 2006
I feel I seem to know nothing at all. I don't seem to know what to think, what to do. But thank God for that inspiration of having a World Cup survey. I was thinking really hard about a possible topic for evangelism and if it were not for His prompting, I'd probably have taken one of those overused topics from before.
We had a little lunch celebration at Pizza Hut for Heng Yu's 19th birthday. It was a pretty quiet ceremony. Wish I had more creativity and $$$; might have been a more explosive celebration. Sorry little buddy, I suck at organising stuff. I promise to improve though! Took off for CT Rally straight after that.
CT Rally was awesome, though only Jovin and I represented RP. I'm kind of disappointed; the last Rally only Jerrome and I attended. I mean, it's not the number, but does it show anything about us and our commitments? I kind of get the feeling I'm expending time, not spending quality time on ministry.
So the leaders prayed for us. Was really glad Jovin was on stage with me. I kind of freaked out; there was no fore-warning. I'm glad though, that we did it the RP way; we did it together. Pearline's left a legacy of togetherness and a certain familial spirit within RP, but it seems to be fading. We need true compassion for our people!
I seem to have many doubts about myself and my abilities. It's a trying task, but I was strengthened by Ee Lee, a High School Hope leader who shared her testimony on stepping out in faith with regards to her gift of tongues and interpretation. Left me wondering, what's there to fear if even the impossible is achieved?
After the conclusion of the Rally, we went off back to PS to grab the birthday cake. Thank God for TP, even though I always "suan" them. They really made our day by joining us as we cut the cake. And you all who are reading this, a BIG THANK YOU! Heng Yu was tearing on the way back. The company was a balm to my heart too. That's what I want my group to be; one that cares. You have given me a goal to work to, TP!
Many thoughts threatened to catch my attention on the train ride home, but I blocked off the rest save two:
1. Remember to thank the people who made the celebration a success.
2. What's next?
And then I was cut off. Curfew, rules.
...Ah well, it's time for class.
Psychedelic;
11:16 AM
