THE CRAPPER SPEAKS
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Windez's not a very courageous person. I guess that's exactly what God wants to build in me. Find it excruciatingly difficult to build up this part of my life, considering my muted childhood and silent teenagehood.
I guess the Xiao gang can identify, but most, if not all of you aren't reading this blog. We've drifted too far; my fault. I'd start off a race thinking I'd lose. Self-prophecies. Worked a long way to get this far, all thanks to the grace of God.
But that's not at all an excuse. Joshua's a shining example. Leading the Israelites when for 40 years Moses could not find the way. Beyond that; he led the Israelites to drive the natives out of the land to claim the inheritance God gave them. What fortitude. What about Jeremiah? At the greenest of youth, being made to prophesy not words of encouragement, but words of judgement and despair. What faith.
Where am I? I refuse to say, far from their standards.
I'm on my way. RP doesn't have the luxury of a UL yet. I call it a luxury because I believe RPians are tough. We can make it. We can succeed in building a biblical group that's strong within and without. It's just a matter of faith, courage and willingness. I'm going to surround myself with biblical people to grow biblically. I'm going to be the disciple with the goal of discipling.
I'm going to put into practice what I've learnt. And that means starting with sleeping early. I'm off to get some restful sleep. You should too. ;)
Psychedelic;
10:47 AM
CRAPPY
The Poem
A poem is a feeling,
A heartfelt longing,
What makes it good,
Depends on your mood.
A tingling in your heart,
A quick flash of a dart.
A fragment of your life,
The rhythms of YOUR jive.
So ask not from without,
But seek to show out loud,
For this is truly you,
Done beautifully too.
