THE CRAPPER SPEAKS
Sunday, June 18, 2006
God just brought back that whole feeling of being loved and under His grace a moment ago. The Bible is amazing. De javu; back when I was a new believer, the reasons why I read the Bible, fast-forward to now. God you are amazing. And I give thanks to You.And I have to thank Alvin for talking to me just now. Self-pity is a wicked trap. It happens when you feel that you are unworthy to do anything, and it drains your energy. I guess it pretty much sums up what I was feeling the past few weeks. A Care Group seemed more than what I could handle, and by that thought I made it real.
Self-defeating prophecies. Sometimes I didn't know who to confide in, who to turn to.
In an ever-tightening hole. But it is not for me to judge whether or not I am worthy, because God has laid His grace upon me, so my lack of worthiness is of no consequence.
I have so much untapped potential!
I finally understand the gravity of the verse;
no longer I but Christ in me. Thank God for people I am around.
Psychedelic;
9:54 AM
CRAPPY
The Poem
A poem is a feeling,
A heartfelt longing,
What makes it good,
Depends on your mood.
A tingling in your heart,
A quick flash of a dart.
A fragment of your life,
The rhythms of YOUR jive.
So ask not from without,
But seek to show out loud,
For this is truly you,
Done beautifully too.
